Beginnings

I'm starting the blog. Holy shit, this is kind of scary. What I originally intended was to have a blog where I could write like a crazy person, and I wouldn't have to worry about people's feelings or anything. The mistake I made is telling someone I was creating a blog, someone I don't really want to worry about having to edit posts and whatnot for, and now it looks like one of the biggest influences in my life right now is going to read this. So. That was fucking stupid. Maybe I'll make a new blog somewhere else and never tell. Maybe I shouldn't write that on this blog. I'm a moron.

Anyway, I guess I should tell you all the unidentifying traits about myself. I am close to being in my mid-twenties, I am a female, I am all about clarity and logic, unless of course it involves alcohol, for which I seem to be willing to lie, cheat, and steal to get at this point. I don't think I'm an addict, though, and if I am, I have more addictions to worry about first. I think I am addicted to being around people and showing a fun side to myself. For some reason, that is all people can usually think of when they think of me. So fun! A great person to party with. That's true, but I have other facets, motherfuckers.

I have a mid-sized family. I live in the midwest. I am the product of a house fire, but when you say that, people get the wrong idea. I was never burned, and neither was anyone else, so put that out of your head. Further explanation could identify me. I am not necessarily white, but I'm not necessarily black. Ooooh, that was kind of snappy. I like it.

I love strawberry cupcakes with strawberry icing. I know it's indulgent, but fuck it. I spent my entire life playing it safe. That's right. I'm walking on the wild side, starting with pastries. My entire life is a mess, but the great thing about this mess is that right now, everyone still loves me. Once the cards start falling, I'm sure things will change, but hey, I'll be here to document my demise. Entertaining reading for you.

I listen to lots of music, and love lyrics. Lyric analyzation takes up a ton of my day. I also spend a lot of time wanting to write lyrics, and I should carry something with me, because I come up with fucking diamonds constantly, but then I forget them. I have too much going on to remember insignificant shit like two lines to a new song I want to write anymore.

Anyway, I'm going to stop babbling. The idea of this blog is just to have somewhere to go to talk, expose myself without getting arrested, and show you some cool shit I know. Hope you love it as much as I love sharing it.